Freaky Shit and Crazy Things By The One and Only Rubber_Ducky69

rubber_ducky69 · Posted: Wed Apr 26, 2006 10:40 am Post subject: rubber_ducky69's diary

April 26th, 2005
ok hey sup its me i just created you just so ppl can express them selves but its not really for ppl to reply but u can anywanys my day is going pretty good so far i am goin home with my gf today she has to work that sucks that means ill be bored as hell for about 6hrs ol well at least ill get a free sub lol ill probably even help her out at work damn i cant wait til afterschool man im tired not as tired as what i wass yesterday though yesterday me n my friend jeremy went to my cuzs house just to hang out for awhil we also went to my homeboys grave n seen it (rip Robbie Smith) anyways it was sad i cried welp thats really all i have to say so far so ill probably write again tomorrow
Rubber_ducky69
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sam100 · Posted: Wed Apr 26, 2006 4:30 pm Post subject:

Nice.

rubber_ducky69 · Posted: Thu Apr 27, 2006 9:06 am Post subject:

April 27th 2006
ok so far today is going fine me n brit have been gettin into it a lil bit but yet again we always do it sucks because i hate to fight with her it just tears us fartther apart and like we dont have enough to worry about
Well anyways its only first period so i will write more as the day goes on
Rubber_ducky69
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rubber_ducky69 · Posted: Thu May 24, 2007 9:32 pm Post subject: may 2007

ok no more brittany we broke up it sux now im datin this girl named hope n i dunno how its goin rite now grrr if that tells u nethang welp thats enough 4 now
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rubber_ducky69 · Posted: Wed Oct 03, 2007 10:08 am Post subject:

well today is october 3 2007 im living with my friend jeremy and im still dating hope no luck getting a job though damn well thats bout it
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Teras_only_1 · Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 12:28 pm Post subject:

I LOVE YOU TERA!!!

rubber_ducky69 · Posted: Tue Oct 09, 2007 9:35 am Post subject:

aww i love me 2 Ha just kiddin i love u 2 baby anyways........

october 9, 2008

well i got a job mom finally hired me back down at the truckstop im excited well not really but it is a job ummm im still livin with jeremy im gonna b livin with him for awhile cuz i have to be on the lease n the lease is a year that sux i dnt like bein tied down anyways thats pretty much all i gotta say so later
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rubber_ducky69 · Posted: Thu Oct 11, 2007 12:50 pm Post subject:

October 11th 2007

ok well shellys party is saturday i cant wait i beem waitin for this party for about 2 weeks now and all the sacrifices i have had to do just to b able to go wow its really crazy me n dad still isnt getting along n mad that just eats me up inside it kills me me n mom been doin a lil bit of arguin to n plus i got jeremy on the side sometimes he is cool as fuck but other times i could just choke him ok about michael well he hates me n i can totally understand y i mean look what i did to him but i would still like to be friends with him but he pretty much told me he never wanted to talk to me again but o well i guess i cant change how ppl feel or the mean things they say neways have u ever just had a friend and they was a really good friend but then on the side they broke ur heart by tellin u that ur gf or bf doesnt give a shit about u well i do actually i got a couple of them n man it just tears me up n makes me think of doin some crazy shit i try not to let it get to me but it hurts .................................................ALOT..................i want just one person in my life that can make me feel as if nothing else matters n that no matter what i do i can never fail and it will never be wrong thats what i want everyone is always askin me rubber_ducky69 what the hell do u want who do u want what can ppl do to make u happy n make u a better person cause u are so damn unsatisfiable..................................................................................................well i agree with them it is very hard to please me because im so scared i play a good act as n hiding everythang and holding everythang in but deep down it gets to me n sometimes it gets to me so bad it makes me sick i dont know well i gotta go i just needed to get that off my chest peace Neutral

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rubber_ducky69 · Posted: Mon Oct 15, 2007 2:10 pm Post subject:

okay well shellys party happened and ya know what happened i got so drunk i pissed on my car lol i ate 27 jello shots damn i was wasted i had so much fun tho n ya no what else happed shelly kissed me wtfi have a gf i told her i couldnt do this n i told hope about it i guess she pushed shelly n shelly pissed all over herself i dunno though i passed out while all that was happening then i woke up n hope was fuckin me lol wow crazy shit it was so much fun tho i hope this dont ruin me n shellys friendship but it probably will cuz if shes gna try to take advantage of me every time i get drunk then thats fucked up i guess i wont know til i talk to her tho i sent her a pm n told her i didnt know if we should be friends because im engaged to b married u just cant do that shit ya know i dunno tho well im go so peace
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Teras_only_1 · Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 3:11 pm Post subject:

from the sound of it i was good too...lol! dont kill me baby! wild night!

rubber_ducky69 · Posted: Tue Oct 16, 2007 6:05 pm Post subject:

lol i had fun alot of fun
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Teras_only_1 · Posted: Sun Mar 23, 2008 3:24 pm Post subject: It was you!

wish....if i had one wish i could take myself back to when i was most happiest ....i know you dont care but it was with you!!! it was when we got along... being stupid acting like we always did...i miss that...i miss you... I have to go to a place in va beach for a few months ill check on here to see if you got on.... see if you say nething...i dont care who reads this... I love you still...through it all! It was you!